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This both saddened me and pissed me the fuck off.

My entire family doesn't give a shit about me. They constantly use me for shit and toy with my emotions. A certain somebody even made it perfectly clear that they cherished another member's feelings over mine, despite the fact that particular member treats the person almost like a slave, if not, worse. I show that person almost flawless respect and help her out as much as I can and what do I get in return? The same rebuke for small shit that it takes the other person things of GREAT magnitude to get the same rebuke.

Once I get up enough money, I'm buying another place to live and I'm severing my bonds with this family. COMPLETELY.

So sorry to hear that Dan. You deserve better than that.

o.o

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I learned that Linkmax has never played Baldur's Gate. )':

I learned that Linkmax has never played Baldur's Gate. )':

That is sad, especially since I just got into it recently. I can see where the concepts from Dragon Age came from.

I'm so glad you got into it! You can also see where the Dirty Pair of Pantaloons came from.

I might have to buy it for him when the Enhanced Edition comes out.

My Grandma's dementia getting worse, she wakes up late at night yelling all sorts of random stuff, and she forgets she's at home, and calls my brother James, and sometimes calls me Heath. Aiya.... @_@

That's a shame.

My friend is really upset and it feels like there is nothing I can do to help. I wish I could do something to fix it. ):

My friend is really upset and it feels like there is nothing I can do to help. I wish I could do something to fix it. ):

That's a shame.

Run-over praying mantis in the middle of the road.

Location of my previous surgery is tender.

Run-over praying mantis in the middle of the road.

Ouch!

This both saddened me and pissed me the fuck off.

My entire family doesn't give a shit about me. They constantly use me for shit and toy with my emotions. A certain somebody even made it perfectly clear that they cherished another member's feelings over mine, despite the fact that particular member treats the person almost like a slave, if not, worse. I show that person almost flawless respect and help her out as much as I can and what do I get in return? The same rebuke for small shit that it takes the other person things of GREAT magnitude to get the same rebuke.

Once I get up enough money, I'm buying another place to live and I'm severing my bonds with this family. COMPLETELY.

Reflecting on this and how, for whatever reason, I pop out of nowhere and make such irrational trains of thought.

I can't do it anymore, I feel like crying, what am I supposed to do when my dear old Grandma thinks I'm not worth a toot, and she keeps thinking I'm trying to hurt her when it's an accident I lose my grip on her lifting her up and stuff, she won't even listen to me half the time, and calls me a idiot and devil, I can't go on like this, what's the point, she doesn't even love me, I need a hug or I need to get out of here. All she wants to do is gripe and complain with everyone, what more can I do, when all I can do is the best I can.

My aunt is the one who talks to her doctor, and I believe she is on Medicare or Medicaid, I can't remember, my bro isn't usually here or he's asleep most of the time, so it has to be me, and why, because according to everyone, I'm the most important to my Grandma? No it should be my brother who's more important, not me. Makes me wonder why I haven't taken a knife and stabbed myself or better yet left my aunt's house. I'm so stressed I can't take it anymore! I give up, that's it plan and simple...

That's a real shame that you have to go through that mess. I'm really sorry man.

That's a real shame that you have to go through that mess. I'm really sorry man.

I've calmed down a bit, but I'm still upset over the whole thing, this thing has been going on for weeks now, so you can understand why I'd be so upset, but I'm fine now, just still upset, I'm gonna talk to my aunt about this later on, and whatever happens after that, happens, no ifs, ands, or buts about it.