Chibi's Hangout

Local Cybercafe closed down. ._.

Local Cybercafe closed down. ._.

'least you had one near you.

Spar wanting to quit her comic.

Same

I sowwy..

Thess and her boyfriend having an argument because he got jealous that I was with her on Flyff


Thess, Rumy, if you read this, PLEASE CONTACT ME ON MSN. Im really worried about you now, you've actually made me tear up. Don't do what I think you're doing...Please don't >.<

I love you, Rumy...you mean so much to me...I hope to God you read this >.<



Please...don't do this to me...not again...

Something has happened to me.
I cant work, cant study, i'm getting tired faster than usual. Everything i'm starting ends with nothing. I feel a hard pain in my chest, that doesnt let me breath well. I wake up every 15 minutes at night, and as a result, i dont get any rest at all. It's hard to wake up at morning, but i get up very early, because I cant sleep anyways. I'm very slow with reaction, but at the same time i cant sit on one place for a long time. ><
I'm trying to escape to the virtual world, because in reality I have nobody who could help me, or I just refuse to see it. It doesnt solve my problems and it makes things going even worse.
I dont feel any better when talking to someone.
I'm tired of my life.
Every time i start thinking about the reason of my bad mood, i start crying like a kid.
I feel I need a help, but at the same time I'm afraid to accept this help.

Something has happened to me.
I cant work, cant study, i'm getting tired faster than usual. Everything i'm starting ends with nothing. I feel a hard pain in my chest, that doesnt let me breath well. I wake up every 15 minutes at night, and as a result, i dont get any rest at all. It's hard to wake up at morning, but i get up very early, because I cant sleep anyways. I'm very slow with reaction, but at the same time i cant sit on one place for a long time. ><
I'm trying to escape to the virtual world, because in reality I have nobody who could help me, or I just refuse to see it. It doesnt solve my problems and it makes things going even worse.
I dont feel any better when talking to someone.
I'm tired of my life.
Every time i start thinking about the reason of my bad mood, i start crying like a kid.
I feel I need a help, but at the same time I'm afraid to accept this help.

Oh God.

You don't have any idea what the problem could be...?
You know you have me here to talk to, Rumy.

I want to help.

Something has happened to me.
I cant work, cant study, i'm getting tired faster than usual. Everything i'm starting ends with nothing. I feel a hard pain in my chest, that doesnt let me breath well. I wake up every 15 minutes at night, and as a result, i dont get any rest at all. It's hard to wake up at morning, but i get up very early, because I cant sleep anyways. I'm very slow with reaction, but at the same time i cant sit on one place for a long time. ><
I'm trying to escape to the virtual world, because in reality I have nobody who could help me, or I just refuse to see it. It doesnt solve my problems and it makes things going even worse.
I dont feel any better when talking to someone.
I'm tired of my life.
Every time i start thinking about the reason of my bad mood, i start crying like a kid.
I feel I need a help, but at the same time I'm afraid to accept this help.

Oh no.... That sounds horrible! I wish I could do anything to help. I wish I knew what the problem was. I'm soooo sorry Thess... please get better soon... PLEASE....

Me and Emelota almost broke up early this morning/late night.

Some stupid girl that really likes me on Flyff started telling her things, Im not sure what they were saying exactly, but it was probably along the lines of "he's cheating on you", "he actually wants me", "he's really pathetic, using us like this" ...

I told her that it wasn't true, and she ended up believing me.



...Don't think I've ever cried over a girl for so long.

Me and Emelota almost broke up early this morning/late night.

Some stupid girl that really likes me on Flyff started telling her things, Im not sure what they were saying exactly, but it was probably along the lines of "he's cheating on you", "he actually wants me", "he's really pathetic, using us like this" ...

I told her that it wasn't true, and she ended up believing me.



...Don't think I've ever cried over a girl for so long.

What a sleezy piece of scum! I really can't stand the fact that people like that actually exist. Its one of the main reasons I don't bother hanging out with people around my school.

Glad everything worked out in the end though.

Me and Emelota almost broke up early this morning/late night.

Some stupid girl that really likes me on Flyff started telling her things, Im not sure what they were saying exactly, but it was probably along the lines of "he's cheating on you", "he actually wants me", "he's really pathetic, using us like this" ...

I told her that it wasn't true, and she ended up believing me.



...Don't think I've ever cried over a girl for so long.

What a sleezy piece of scum! I really can't stand the fact that people like that actually exist. Its one of the main reasons I don't bother hanging out with people around my school.

Glad everything worked out in the end though.

Thank you, Dan. It ment a lot.

Dinner.

only 5 hours left and i have minimum 8 tasks to do.
After everything finishes i want to fall in my bed and do nothing but sleep. x_X I dont care about new year already, lol, just sleep...
Sadly, there is nothing to do about it, i need to keep doing my work.
90% of students in my age in my country have these problems, and i'm sure i'm not the only one who didnt sleep for more than 5 days already. It's just how the education system in universities in our country work.

Like we say, dumb person is always happy when he/she is not alone.

Something that makes me think positive:
1) If i fail this session and get kicked, i dont have to go to the army like guys do.
2) If i fail this session and get kicked, i will get an easier specialization, and i dont think i will have problems there. After such a crazy math it's impossible to fail at something else.

My surgery for my stomach Ulcer is tomorrow. Technically today for me, as right now, its 1:48am. Can't really sleep atm. I'll get enough sleep when they knock me out...

I need to be at the Hospital for 1pm, my time. Surgery begins at about 3pm...estimated finish is sometime between 6-7pm. I'll need to be kept overnight so don't expect me to be online at all. If things go well...i'll be on usual time, around midnight, day after tomorrow, my time, as I won't need to be kept in that long.

I hope I see you all soon. Love ya'll.

My surgery for my stomach Ulcer is tomorrow. Technically today for me, as right now, its 1:48am. Can't really sleep atm. I'll get enough sleep when they knock me out...

I need to be at the Hospital for 1pm, my time. Surgery begins at about 3pm...estimated finish is sometime between 6-7pm. I'll need to be kept overnight so don't expect me to be online at all. If things go well...i'll be on usual time, around midnight, day after tomorrow, my time, as I won't need to be kept in that long.

I hope I see you all soon. Love ya'll.

Good luck with that. Be safe, my friend.

My surgery for my stomach Ulcer is tomorrow. Technically today for me, as right now, its 1:48am. Can't really sleep atm. I'll get enough sleep when they knock me out...

I need to be at the Hospital for 1pm, my time. Surgery begins at about 3pm...estimated finish is sometime between 6-7pm. I'll need to be kept overnight so don't expect me to be online at all. If things go well...i'll be on usual time, around midnight, day after tomorrow, my time, as I won't need to be kept in that long.

I hope I see you all soon. Love ya'll.

Good luck with that. Be safe, my friend.

I second this. Hope everything goes well.